The closer it gets, the more doubts I have if I should go alone at all or not. Everyone tells me that it is not safe to go alone in China and they say “I am sorry to hear that you are going alone it might be not very nice”.
Besides I have so much work before going that I barely have time for anything. Today I woke up 6:30am and couldn’t sleep anymore because of the stress thinking about the travel. How long is this going to last?
Doubts is a strange thing. Once you start doubting you cannot stop it and it keeps coming back. Very closely intertwined with being scared and the uncertainty in our lives.
Doubts have a very destructive power, which can break your dreams if you give them power.
Well we shall see how it is going to workout.
I need to buy US dollars, since they say the best to carry to China is US dollars (just don’t pay anyone in dollars as that is illegal and can be punishable by prison!). It’s a pity that USD exchange rate has increased as well. I should have bought on 2nd June. I would have won around 140Lt (~35£), but as they say if you knew where you are going to fall – you would put a pillow. If I knew, maybe I wouldn’t have booked those tickets to China at all.